unspoken piece.

They say its only a phase. a phase when you will experience every single thought running through your head.
because they say, its only a phase.
no one was born gay, because.. its a choice. between wanting to make sound so true,
or running from the truth.
its the choice i never had the priviledge to choose.
its the desire, i never had the priviledge to look for,
because it is in my vein.
reining to every single part of my blood.

and its because, Im not you.

every time I see you, it reminds to burning hot water,
under the desire that i had never get the chance to refrain.

I seek advice whenever I need to,
and whenever i dont,
i eat your words, unwanted candy that tastes like sour cream.

and I (dont give) shit to every words that you say.
because you are not gay.


I never asked anyone to tell me whats wrong with my life.
because its my life.
my dignity
my love.
and my humility.

life is only once. and its too short to follow everyone else
YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE.
I ONLY LIVE ONCE.