,

I couldnt remember when was the last time I felt cut-throat hurt, you know you hurt so bad, it feels like throat is gonna chop down.

well, for the past months I tried to convince myself not to elevate my feeling. I tried to, It didnt work.

Hence, i decided to do........


Its ramadhan, and I have breakfast yet. wait till my heart sober.

soon, hopefully I can ditch my family.

and hoping anyone outhere would kidnap me, and start a brand new family, with no discrimination intended.

this time, It hurts so bad. I dun even want to live anymore.